God’s Redeeming Grace

Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven—for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little. And he said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.”  Luke 7:47-48 ESV

God must be exasperated with me. I can imagine Him saying, How many times must I forgive this woman? That is certainly how my human nature reacts when I must forgive someone over and over. However, God does not react that way…Click here to continue reading at Christian Devotions.us

P.S. I know it’s been a long blog hiatus. Trust me, it was needed…hope to be back very soon! In the meantime, I’m going to share some links to my writing that have been posted elsewhere over the past month. So thankful to these ministries for publishing my work!

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What If?

Since I first heard this song on the radio, I can’t get these questions out of my head…

What if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears?

What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near?

What if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

“Blessings” by Laura Story

Most times, when we ask God to bless us, we are really asking him to bless us with an easy, comfortable, and safe life. I’m learning that God is a lot less concerned about my comfort than about my relationship with him. When I examine people in the Bible who were close to God—those who God used in the Old Testament and those who followed Jesus in the New Testament—I notice they didn’t have easy or comfortable lives. In most cases, it was quite the opposite. Their lives were full of trials and opportunities to depend on God in the midst of storms.

I love how Laura Story explains the meaning behind her song in this video…

What if we’re supposed to consider our trials in this life as blessings?

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4

“Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, vision cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved.” -Helen Keller

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“His End is the Process”

Max Lucado’s Facing Your Giants is one of my all-time favorite books. There is one story from the book that sticks with me in tough times. In the book, Lucado tells the story of Florence Chadwick. Here’s a good summary of her story from Wikipedia:

In 1952, Florence attempted to swim the 26 miles between Catalina Island and the California coastline. As she began, she was flanked by small boats that watched for sharks and were prepared to help her if she got hurt or grew tired. After about 15 hours a thick fog set in. Florence began to doubt her ability, and she told her mother, who was in one of the boats, that she didn’t think she could make it. She swam for another hour before asking to be pulled out, unable to see the coastline due to the fog. As she sat in the boat, she found out she had stopped swimming just one mile away from her destination.

Per Lucado, Florence later explained at a news conference, “All I could see was the fog. I think if I could have seen the shore, I would have made it.”1

There are many times when all I can see is fog. I want to give up. Pull me out of the water; I’m through. In those dark times, I remember Lucado’s advice:

Take a long look at the shore that awaits you. Don’t be fooled by the fog of the slump. The finish may only be strokes away … Stay in the water. Stay in the race. Stay in the fight.1

Florence Chadwick learned that lesson as well…

Two months later, Chadwick tried again. This time was different. The same thick fog set in, but she made it because she said that she kept a mental image of the shoreline in her mind while she swam.

I love this story and Lucado’s advice. We do need to stay in the race. Honestly, though, I sometimes struggle with visualizing the “shoreline”. Sometimes, I have no idea which direction God is leading. A life of faith often means taking one step without knowing what the next one will be. For me, faith means staying in the race and focusing on my Father, not necessarily a finish line. Sometimes, the journey is more important than the destination. Oswald Chambers does a great job of explaining this in My Utmost for His Highest:

His purpose is that I depend on Him and on His power now. If I can stay in the middle of the turmoil calm and unperplexed, that is the end of the purpose of God. God is not working towards a particular finish; His end is the process—that I see Him walking on the waves, no shore in sight, no success, no goal, just the absolute certainty that it is all right because I see Him walking on the sea. It is the process, not the end, which is glorifying to God.2

Too many times, I want to skip the process and get to the end. I love that God loves me enough to focus on the process—because that’s where I learn to keep my eyes locked on him.

1 Facing Your Giants, © 2006 by Max Lucado, Pg 70-71
2 My Utmost for His Highest, Oswald Chambers, July 28th entry

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God Thinks About You

How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! I can’t even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!  Psalm 139:17-18 (NLT)

God thinks you are special. The writer of Psalm 139 tells us God has many precious thoughts about us—too many for us to count. Sometimes when I have trouble falling asleep, I start counting backwards from 50:  50, 49, 48, and so on. I never make it all the way to one because I always drift off to sleep. (If you have trouble sleeping, try this counting method for yourself.)

When I wake, God is still with me. I love this part of the verse because I can just imagine God watching over me while I sleep…(Continue Reading)

This excerpt taken from my most recent children’s devotional piece at DevoKids.com.

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In the Midst of Fear – A God Story

For years, one of my very close friends was terrified of flying in an airplane. He had panic attacks on planes—or even just sitting in an airport. Although he owns a very successful business and travel is part of the job, he scheduled his life so he wouldn’t have to fly on an airplane. It was inconvenient but necessary for him. He would drive all the way across the country to avoid getting on a plane. Actually, it was hard for me to understand. As a business traveler, I have flown hundreds of times over the years, and I jump onto a plane just like I’m getting in my car. I’m usually asleep before takeoff.

But we all have fears. We all have areas our enemy uses to make us panic and take our eyes from God. Mine is not flying, but I’m certainly crippled by fear in many other areas.

The real story here comes with one word in the first sentence of this post—“was.” Past tense. A few days ago, my friend told me he gets excited when driving past an airport—so much that he can’t wait to fly again. This is the same person that had trouble breathing normally while driving past an airport two years ago. So, what changed?

With his permission, I want to share an excerpt from a recent email he sent:

2 years ago, I would have cut off one of my fingers before getting on an airplane. [Some close friends] prayed over me about this fear. Through their love and God’s healing power, I have now been on, I believe, 19 flights in the past 2 years. On those flights, I have some of my closest experiences with Jesus. Where else do I get to just talk to a stranger for hours without any interruptions—and where else can I do it knowing only the power of CHRIST even enables me to be on the plane to begin with? I am so cocky, so unaware, so selfish, so nasty most of the time, but that gets stripped away on the airplane as I realize how broken and how desperate I am for Jesus. And when I find him there waiting on me, he fills me with his spirit, and it is amazing what a changed person I become. I am praying that I would realize everyday how desperate I am for Christ, and not just on the days that I am flying.

I wanted to share my friend’s testimony with you because I believe this is where we need to be living—right in the middle of our fears. If we stay in our comfort zones, I believe God has little room to show us the impossible. When we step out into those areas where we don’t think we can survive alone, then God can step in, show us his power, and use us in mighty ways.

In closing, I want to share one more story from my friend. This is from his most recent plane flight:

I was seated next to a guy about my age, who was larger than I am, and tougher.  Much tougher. But he took a liking to me, and we began to share our life stories.  He told me he used drugs daily for 10 years and 2 years ago attempted suicide.  He said he took more than enough to die, and somehow didn’t, and it made him believe God was real and had a plan for his life. He entered rehab. He said he is much better now, still using drugs, but not nearly as much. He has had a job for almost two years now and is relying on God to help him battle his addiction. We shared a ton of scripture with each other, encouraged each other, and prayed together on the plane. It would take a long time to tell you everything he and I talked about in 2 hours, but it was unbelievable. Among the more noteworthy, he said his plan was to use drugs when he got home, but he felt God speaking to him through our time together and he was going to lean on God and not use yesterday. There was so much more amazing conversation and God was at work in both of our lives. I shared with him my fears and anxieties and how I have been captive to those for so long and we both received so much encouragement from God, through each other. It was so incredible.

Giving our fears to Jesus puts us in a place where we’re truly dependent on him. When incredible stories happen, we know it’s a God story and nothing we’ve done by our own power. My friend’s story has taught me to truly believe 2 Corinthians 12:9. Live in those areas of weakness, for that is where God’s power can truly be displayed…

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 2 Corinthians 12:9 (NIV)

What fears can you turn over to Jesus today?

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Who is in Control?

God is my Father, He loves me, I shall never think of anything He will forget, why should I worry? –Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest

One of my constant battles as I try to live in relationship with Jesus is the concept of control. As much as I want to depend on Jesus, the illusion that I’m in control sneaks back into my life. I live like the responsibility lies on my shoulders. What if I make the wrong decision? What if I go the wrong direction? What if I step outside of God’s will?

It’s exhausting to believe it’s all up to me. And it puts me in the center—instead of God.

My favorite devotional book is My Utmost for His Highest by Oswald Chambers. Chambers does not mince words, and his words often challenge my comfortable, “Christian” life. Chambers points out that God is in control of everything and we must develop an attitude of trust and rest.

Nothing happens in any particular unless God’s will is behind it, therefore you can rest in perfect confidence in Him. –Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest

It’s difficult for me to remove myself from the equation and “rest in perfect confidence” in Jesus. I want to believe that God is in control—even when I make mistakes. I have to believe he is sovereign—regardless of my missteps. Otherwise, I make God too small.

God is the one in control. I can run around each day with a fretting and anxious heart trying to make the right decisions. Or I can choose to rest in the confidence that…

He is faithful,

He is big enough to redeem all things,

He is worthy of my trust.

And even when I fail to trust him, his sovereign plan is never in question.

Do you struggle with giving up control? I would love to hear your tips for learning to rest in God.

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Do You Mind Being Last?

Click the button below to read my new children’s devotional piece originally published at DevoKids.com. It’s entitled “Do You Mind Being Last?” And it’s not just for kids!

Blessings,

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Questions from Jesus

Jesus has always asked questions. Really good ones, such as:

Who do you say I am?

Do you want to get well?

Do you love me?

And then, there is this story in Matthew 9:

As Jesus went on from there, two blind men followed Him, shouting, “Have mercy on us, Son of David!”

When He entered the house, the blind men approached Him, and Jesus said to them, “Do you believe that I can do this?”

“Yes, Lord,” they answered Him.

Then He touched their eyes, saying, “Let it be done for you according to your faith!”

Matthew 9:27-29 (HCSB)

Today, he is asking me…

Do you believe that:

I can heal your heart?

I will fulfill my promises?

I can bring beauty from these ashes?

I will redeem your mistakes?

Do you believe that I can do this without your help?  Even in spite of you?

Do you believe that I will never let you go?

Good questions. Of course, I want my answer to be a wholehearted, “Yes, Lord.” But some days, I live like I don’t believe him.

I’m living like I’m still blind.

I’m lying on my mat saying I want to be well.

And he’s calling me out on it.

“Do you believe that I can do this? Then, start living like you believe it. Walk in that faith. Pick up your mat and walk.”

Is Jesus calling you out on anything today?

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Dreaming Big

Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” Matthew 19:26

Remember when you were younger and anything seemed possible? I remember being a small child with big dreams. Growing up, I loved our backyard. I would spend hours behind our house—on the swing set, climbing trees, and roller-skating on our patio. I had enormous dreams for my life. In that backyard, I wasn’t afraid of much. Anything was possible.

Somehow as I grew older, fear crept in, and my big dreams faded into smaller ones. My big prayers turned into smaller prayers. Instead of world peace, I started praying for just enough peace to get through the day. Instead of asking for an amazing husband with a heart for God, I just prayed for someone to ask me out on a date.

Fears get bigger. Dreams get smaller. And somehow, I rationalize that it’s okay to settle for less. The longer I wait for dreams to come true, the smaller those dreams become.

When did I stop dreaming big?

Steven Furtick wrote a book entitled Sun Stand Still. I haven’t read all of it, but it’s based on these verses in Joshua:

On the day the Lord gave the Israelites victory over the Amorites, Joshua prayed to the Lord in front of all the people of Israel. He said,

“Let the sun stand still over Gibeon,
and the moon over the valley of Aijalon.”

So the sun stood still and the moon stayed in place until the nation of Israel had defeated its enemies. Joshua 10:12-13 (NLT)

Joshua wasn’t afraid to ask God for the impossible. He dreamed big. And God came through.

We serve a big God. I want to dream bigger. I choose to cast fear aside. I will pray my “sun stand still” prayer and keep believing anything is possible with God.

What about you? Do you still have big dreams?

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Has God Forgotten About Me?

Waiting on God is difficult. At any given moment, most of us are waiting on something. Some of us are waiting for that right person to marry. Some are waiting to have a child. Many wait for a reconciled relationship with a family member, healing from disease, or relief from financial burdens. I have friends waiting on God to lead them in the right career direction.

During the wait, it’s tempting to think God has forgotten about us. Do you worry God won’t come through for you? At times, I struggle with apprehensions. I fear God won’t meet the desires of my heart. I fear God will forget about me.

At times like these, I often think about Abraham and Sarah. They desperately wanted to have children. Actually, God promised this couple their offspring would be numerous (see Genesis 15:5). Yet they waited and waited—for years. And still, they had no children.

Abraham and Sarah waited a long time for God to fulfill his promises. And then:

Now the Lord was gracious to Sarah as he had said, and the Lord did for Sarah what he had promised. Sarah became pregnant and bore a son to Abraham in his old age, at the very time God had promised him. Genesis 21: 1–2 (NIV)

From the beginning of time, God’s plan included the birth of their son. The end of their story was never in doubt. Neither is the end of your story—it’s part of God’s sovereign plan. Sarah and Abraham had doubts along the way. They believed they were too old to be used by God. Sarah believed God had forgotten about her.

Even in the midst of our doubt, God does not forget his children. The Bible tells us that Isaac, the son of Abraham and Sarah, was born “at the very time God had promised him.” God’s timing is perfect. We just have to be willing to wait for it. I’m not saying it will always work out the way we want. His plans may not match our plans. Our desired result may not always be the same as God’s perfect plan.

Yet God loves us more than we can imagine. In that infinite love, he created a plan for each of us. Today, let’s trust that God will show up.

Believe that with God, anything is possible. Because…

He is trustworthy.

He will fight for you.

He will not forget you.

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